Dear Ryder,
I know. Everything you said, I already know. I even appreciate it.
I didn't mean to make you feel like you had to rush into anything.
We have all the time in the world. I also want you to know that
I'm constantly in awe of you. Sometimes you're my wild and crazy
mate just the way I remember you and sometimes you're this new
shy, scared person who's equally adorable as the first. I hope
you never lose this duplicity. It's very sexy.
with love,
Lawrence