Dear Hamilton,
Today has been a weird day.  First, I woke up and my mom
brought in this package that came yesterday.  Oreos.  I
adore you.  At breakfast Jill's dad stopped by to talk to
me about Jill.  Her housekeeper kind of thought Jill and
Scout were like having sex when they weren't and I was
supposed to tell Greg that before Lucy did.  Well, I 
forgot and I paid for it as I explained to Greg that 
they were not having sex just talking all night.  It
was a pretty embarassing conversation to have anyway.  
Especially considering that my mom was there.  She then
asked if you and I were doing it and I didn't really 
answer her which was a mistake because she took that to
mean that we are which, as you know, we aren't.  Greg
left before I explained to her that we aren't, but we
have talked about it and everything is under control.
Control was definitely the wrong word to use because
she asked if I wanted to go to the doctor when we got
back to New York.  God.  I said no and hoped she would
drop it.  She didn't at first, but she had to go in
for a sound rehearsal so she had to.  Needless to say,
I'm not looking  forward to breakfast tomorrow.  Then
after the show Ryder asked if I would be interested in 
getting dinner with he and Law.  This has become standard.
Lawrence was actually standing there when he asks me
and he looked a little disappointed.  I decided it was
time to push him out of the nest so I said no.  He went
off to do something and Lawrence and I were standind 
there talking about him.  His perception of Ryder
versus ours is AMAZING.  But then he asked me if this
is really some kind of joke because he's barely been
alone with him and Ryder won't kiss him or anything.
I was wondering what level of too much information
this was, when I remembered our first kiss and what that
was probably like for you.  So I told him that some-
times you have to learn to throw caution to the wind.
Then Ryder came back up and they left.  Then, 
about an hour ago Ryder stopped by here (which he's
never done, by the way) and looked more at ease than
he has since we've back in this city.  He told me
that Law kissed him.  He gave way too many details
that I won't share here, but I found the whole thing
pretty adorable.  Anyway, like I said, it's been a
weird day.  Considering the life we lead on a daily
basis, though, I guess it wasn't so strange.  Still,
I miss out typical life a lot right now.

Love <3
Jake