Dear Hamilton,
I'm glad you went to see Bella.  She probably really
needs a friend right now so...do go back.  Keep me
updated.  I haven't been doing anything too exciting.
I don't see how my mother can be in a show night after
night.  I know I'm sick of hearing it over and over
again.  I'm learning a lot of technical stuff which 
is cool.  Tomorrow I'm supposed to be going to dinner
with Ryder and Lawrence after the show.  I think Ryder
is afraid to be alone with him because then it's real.
Being around him makes me think about you and last
summer a lot.  I shouldn't have ever put you through
what I put you through.  I should have told you after
I kissed you on the roof.  I wanted to tell you the
first time you talked to me.  I created a really messed
up situation and I'm sure that I made you go through
stuff that you shouldn't have had to go through. I'm
really sorry.  I wish I could hug you right now.  I
also wish I had some Oreos.  I'm in total Oreo withdrawl
right now, by the way.  You can't find those things
anywhere over here :(  The best of all combinations
right now would be you and a package of Oreos (and
maybe a glass of milk).  I've lost it.  Just know
I miss you lots.

Love <3
Jake